Renormalising the normal

It feels good to write again, and Yesterday felt like I unblocked a part of my brain that wasn't exercised for several years, and I'm extremely grateful that a pseudonym triggered that. :-)

Looking into the details here and there (and you, specially you, know where) found out that a lot of patterns I was firm on, simply do not matter at all.

What I had in my mind as "this is attractive", "this is not so much", was simply destroyed when I was able to step out, see the conjunt, and then get back looking at the details ... which led me to realise how beautiful every single thing about you can be.

You made me change the way I think, made me reevaluate my concepts, made me curious again. Made me more happy on seeing a full clothed body in an "amateurs" website than I ever thought I'd be.

It's weird the impact that someone that you'll never ever meet in real life can cause on you. But is this new to me? Not really, after remotely working since my very first job, it just feels like the normal, and feels like I had forgotten about what the normal is.

You make me better, without even realising that, and I hope, I sincerely do, that you're in person as you're here ... for those who're lucky enough to, physically, be around you.