Climax in a cage without touch
I am constantly in a cage, but I don't deny myself climaxes.
I try to reduce them somehow, but after ten years I know that it's simply not my path.
After a few days I'm sensitive enough to make myself cum in the cage.
I used to use a vibrating head, but today that feels too pleasant to allow myself, too similar to masturbation which I deny myself, and simply too easy.
Another way to achieve climax is hits to the balls. It's my masochistic erogenous zone.
The last and from my perspective the "purest" way is to simply get mentally aroused to the point where the body gets there on its own.
I tighten my pelvic muscles, I feel the erection squeezing me, I think about lewd things and gradually it comes.
As if a vortex were forming inside my prostate, growing quickly and intensifying, until the pressure is too strong and slowly begins to release, to escape outward.
I feel the cum slowly pushing through, it's a sensation like watching liquid mercury rising in a thermometer.
Such a thick fluid, it doesn't want to move, the pressure pushing it upward is barely sufficient.
At this moment I try to prevent orgasmic contractions, most of the time I only manage to limit them, in the ideal case there is no cumshot, no pulsing, just a slow continuous flow and a huge mess.
No pleasure, just a slight release of pressure, as if my head were a little clearer again. Even so, it's damn intense, just without all those beautiful feelings of a truly fully experienced orgasm.
And that's what it's about, I like the minimization, I don't feel like I deserve those easily accessible pleasures. I'm a sub, I allow myself only the minimum.
Until a future partner or friend allows me more, I simply won't have it.
No unrestricted erection, no proper orgasm, just dripping, just maintenance.