***You've got me intox1cat3d***

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The worst part is,
when after a period of total ignorance, you finally noticed me.
Did you?
Did you...????
It’s not just that
you’ve let it go long enough
for me to spiral into hell,
and you think,
"I’m done with her now."
…. But I see you.
After all this time.

MAYBE,
MAYBE IT'S ALL ABOUT THAT.
HOW UNFULFILLED IT FEELS,
I DON’T KNOW…
HOW WE F*CKED IT UP…
SOMEWHERE IN THE MIDDLE...
I LIKE IT.
I like
...NO
F*CK YOU
It’s tearing me apart, atom by atom.
….
F*CK YOU
F*CK YOU

You know what the worst part is?
When I see your picture,
and how desperately I want to grab you by the throat,
pull you close,
assault your mouth with my tongue,
and whisper, breathless,
...this is the last time.
This
is — you bastard —
the last time.

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