Sigmar2002

Hello. If you're asking yourself why I'm here, here's your answer. I was a person who worked for various companies, big and small. I did everything to be needed and respected. I even went beyond what was required just for recognition and praise. But it was never enough. After 20 years of failures and chasing a career and success, I fell apart. My mind broke down, my brain stopped functioning. My wife's infidelity didn't help either. And her two-year affair. The scheming of her lover. Anxiety, depression, hallucinations, insomnia, fatigue, loss of libido, constant body pain, inflammations, injuries, illnesses. The only thing I had were the people here. My nudity. So my endless desire for recognition manifested itself here. Nudity saved me, and the compliments and advice of people I don't know, but whom I confided in, and it helped me... My diagnosis: panic disorder, low self-esteem, ADHD, and many other accompanying issues. It took me a year to find the right treatment... The right therapist and psychiatrist... Today I already have medication and I'm doing better... But going nude still amuses me, it's in my nature :)... I went through a difficult journey and I know that sexuality is a reflection of our often distorted, tormented soul. Many people don't know that psychologists are free of charge. It's covered by health insurance. You just need to ask your general practitioner for a referral... And schedule appointments and start treatment... Sexual deviance is often connected to some kind of trauma... The path to self-knowledge is also about mental health... I'm writing this also because you can come across all kinds of things here. The main thing I wanted to write is that help is available, but the path to it may not be easy... Yes, there may be a problem with diagnosis and you'll have to try a few doctors, but if you manage to find the right one, you get your life back... Love each other, experiment and get to know yourselves... If you've ever been at rock bottom and risen again, you know what life is about...